What is your injury history?
We all have a story that has been shaped by our past experiences - including previous injuries, health issues and setbacks.
I guess that you could say that we are all a little messed up, and I am no exception.
Rather than rehash my whole story, I’m hoping to shed some light on the type of injury that has impacted me the most - concussions.
I’ve had more concussions than I would like to admit, and the repercussions have followed me throughout my life, although I have often tried to hide them.
Yes, the physical symptoms of headaches, dizziness, vision problems, difficulty reading, etc were challenging and required years of treatment, but it was the psychological symptoms that rocked my world in ways that I could’t have imagined.
Several years after my last concussion during a time when I thought that I had overcome the majority of my symptoms, a whole new wave of psychological symptoms resurfaced.
I experienced psychosis followed by severe sleep issues that resulted in 3…4…5..days in a row of little to no sleep.
This lasted for several months during which time I bounced from doctor to doctor and medication to medication without any relief.
I didn’t recognize myself during this time, and truthfully it terrified me.
But thanks to the people in my corner, I finally found a health care team that understood how concussions can manifest into psychological disfunction.
My current healthcare team includes specialists from the fields of neurology, psychiatry, psychology, physical therapy and chiropractic.
As much as I hate to admit it, I’m currently taking medication to stabilize my brain and help me sleep.
I don’t know if this is forever, but I had to accept that it is for now.
Thankfully, I have been able to get back to my life, my work, my athletics, and myself.
I guess that you could say that I am a bit broken, and for a long time I viewed myself as such, but a good friend reminded me that we are all a bit broken and it’s how we choose to adapt and embrace those challenges that determines the quality of life that we live.
No two stories are alike and I think that it is important to hold some compassion for those around you because those people may be dealing with their own struggles that you know nothing about.
If you have any specific questions about concussion resources please reach out to me. I’m happy to share contacts of those who helped me in the hopes that it may help someone else.